I worry - a lot, about all kinds of things from the most mundane (well to others they are mundane but to me, well its something important enough to use my precious energy on) to important stuff like the future of my children. I am SOOO not that little prayer, you know the one, the serenity to accept those things I cannot change, well those are MOST of all I worry about; of course things I can or could change I don't worry about because I can CHANGE THEM. Having faith all will work out is NOT within my paradigm, not my point of view. I know its because of my underlying fault, the ugly monster living inside me, THE CONTROL FREAK. The problem with the demons that live inside of us is that they do not appear when we look into the mirror; its not like having a bad hair day - you look in the mirror and BAM there it is, right in front of your eyes, bad hair day. You know now its a bad hair day, you can now plan accordingly and NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT it anymore - in my case, I put my hair up and out the door I go. But the other thing, well ............ I do believe killing vampires or surviving the zombie apocalyse would be easier than squashing the C.F. demon within. You'll hear about it if I ever win that battle.