I began writing this during our trip to Big Bend in October 2018... I'm glad I finally finished it
I am an ancient woman
the blood that flows through my veins is like the rain
each drop a perpetual reincarnation of blood borne, blood shed.
I am an ancient woman
my bones fossils, eons of history etched in stone
one day to be found long after I draw my last breath.
I am an ancient woman
my skin is brown, baked by the Sun for centuries.
I am an ancient woman
ravines and valleys the scars and wrinkles of a life lived - sometimes hard,
other times a bit less hard.
I an ancient woman
my hair is the forest; new growth and old - layers of colors from green to brown with hints of red as the leaves in fall.
I am an ancient woman
my Spring and summer have passed
the autumn descends upon me and the end is the only part left but to hate Winter I cannot.
I am an ancient woman
a healer
gazer of stars
starter of fires
conqueror of fears.
I am an ancient woman
my heart has beat for thousands of years - many times broken and healed over,
my thoughts are the sand grains on the beach
constant never ending, never fully contained
always lingering long after the trip to the shore is done.
I am an ancient woman.
why do i see things so differently than you? here is where i say it just like it pops into my head.

Saturday, February 29, 2020
I will not drown
"sugar melts but shit floats, you'll be fine in the rain"
I was once told....
but I no longer fear drowning -
let the skies open up and the rain come down on me
for yes
sugar may melt
but
gold
sinks
and I have grown gills.
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