2002 The Secretary

Ohh, my stars, I'm sure that there is some female psychology or social studies or anthropology student who used this movie as a basis for their thesis. There is a lot going on - mind blown. I'd seen bits and pieces of this. I have tried to watch this movie several times I couldn't get through the first couple of minutes, but I finally decided to see through and wow, there is a lot going on. And one of the quotes that gets me is this one Who is to say that love needs to be soft and gentle...

More beef with "the church"

It's crazy, that's not an idea that babies are born with sin. How could it be 4%? They haven't done anything, they're brand new soul going from the spiritual Ram into the physical realm, and you're telling me, they already have sin, they haven't done anything that is messed up, will I? Gave birth to my daughter. She was the most wonderful thing in the world, and the thought that she was bored with Sid, disgust me. Now, I did still, I didn't so much baptizer, because I thought she was a sinner, but I took her to the church and the holy water, and I blessed her, and it was just me. At our best mother there was no priest Cos. I don't really need a priest. Why don't you need a priest? That's that's another b******* about the church that I don't get anyway

Why can't I let things go!

I was very into the church growing up. I came from a very Catholic, very Mexican American heritage, and I just as an adult, I don't get it. Are I refused to get it? I was 18 or 19 years old. When I renounced my Catholicism and with that, I rejected the Christian God, the Christian God. Yeah, let's talk about it. This is a God who would deny babies. Babies entry into heaven unless they've been baptized before they died. What the f***? How is a baby responsible for what happened to him? And why does he have to be baptized? Anyway, oh yeah, because of this crazy notion that we are all born with sin. Why? Because eavesdened, she ate the apple, okay, again, Christian mythology. This is all a story that was made up by men to suppress and control women to take the power away from women, because for thousands of years before christ, every single culture, every single society around the world praised, worshipped, honored, respected, the divine feminine. She came in many forms

The Cave by Plato (YouTube clay animation)

Ohh, my stars, the cave suggested to me by dear friend, and i'm not sure exactly where I land I think he meant I was one of those prisoners who could not imagine anything outside what I saw. And I got that at the same time, sometimes I feel like that person who was freed, who went to see stuff & then came back and started to tell people, and they were all like, no, no, no

THE BIG 3 - want, love and need

Okay, so here is my take on this. The big 3I want you, I love you, I need you well as a woman. This woman I do not want to be needed. Okay, I want to be wanted. I need to be chosen. That's that's my thing. But for men, men need to feel needed in their in their system in their in their, I don't know part of their DNA. Maybe not? Maybe it's just society. And culture, but men have a deep need to be needed. They need to be needed. And they want to be loved, whereas women, we want to be wanted, we need to be chosen at least this one. And if you love me too great, and of course, XXXX is often said that he loves me. And he said that he wants me and you know, spice, the time, kind of waiting. But recently he said, I want you, I love you, I need you, and I was like, oh no, no, no, no, no. I don't, I don't. I don't want you to need me. That's that's an obligation. That's a responsibility that's I've had that in the past, I've had marriages where I was needed more than I was chosen. Needed more than I was loved needed more than I was taking care of and I guess I'm afraid of that. Yeah, and of course, it's all and my humble opinion

GREAT MOVIE LINES PT 1

TO BE EXPANDED ON! Brenda to Elise in the movie, the first wife's club - I say this to you with love, compassion, and in the spirit of true sisterhood, you are full of shit!

I'm not used to being loved

Just when I thought that I knew all the ways that I screwed up, I just realized that I am not used to be loved. I'm not used to being appreciated. I am not used to being thought of or are considered. It's really weird to crena, my boss. She owns vaska, working was out of the country when I first started working there. I was out in Thailand Japan. Some Islands all kinds of places for 6 months. And she recently came back and when she came back, she bought souvenirs, and she brought me souvenirs, and I was so take it abag. I was like, oh my God, I I'm just, you know, a part-time worker. I'm here on trial basis I've never even met you in person and you brought me a gift. You bought me a souvenir, and you know, it was tough that I'm sure monetarily wasn't that much, but the gesture just meant so much like she thought about me. She considered my feelings. You know, she's gonna bring Kylie. Something bad, because Kylie's been with her for 3 years now. I wasn't expecting anything. I never expect anything, and she did Rap for me. And now, it's, I'm beginning to realize why I have let these men shouldn't me. All this time because I went from being the center of the universe to damage goods to pay for crimes to think it on too much. Well those days were gone